This post is delicate to pamela kwong [: the one & only her.

tell me whether im depressed or happy ?

got into the comb i want( pamkwong,are you sure uh ? ) but not class. fcuk you man !

f&n may sounds simple and easy. & comb B may sounds NO FUTURE NO HOPE.

talk about future? ha. tell you what. even though you choose the subject you want or whatever shit. still , you may not used it in the future. comb A & B is the same.

only the skils we learnt is different. this is my opinion.

as for others?

haha. im not sure.

dream dream. what can i dream of. illusion never change into something real.

my mind is in a whirl now. tell me what can i do.

tell me !! oh. my bloody comp can't speak. i can't rant at my comp now. is a non-living thing.

it can't give me advice, it can't talk to me, it can't even breathe either !

Tell me this is LIFE . tell me that you're not real. tell me that is only a darn shit dream that i had every week.

what the hell im talking about !! crapcrapCRAP !

> i want ballons again !

> i want rainbow to appear infront of me again !

> i want re-test again !

> i want eveything to be the same again !

i want i want i wanttt !

tell me what i want uh? WHY AM I TALKING RUBBISH UH ! what do i really want !!!!

forget it man, pamela kwong ! what's wrong with you ! you are sucha shiter !

the rainbow. even though i can't really see the WHOLE rainbow. but little of it. it really calm me down & brought joy (: