fuck.
i don't like to be a sec3 student anymore. im tired .
i want all my girlfriends back. i don't want new ones.
i want my dear old ones(:

i miss abigail tan, jocelyn leong,carmen li,angelina lim, chong wanting, chariene lau, chelsea & vivan.
i miss them badly.
i miss 2compassion ' 07 !!!!

and this afternoon in sch, chelsea told me to study hard.
i don't knw why that two word that came out from her mouth can make me touched. i guess one of the reason is beacause her voice is sweet & soft :D

damn. 2years back, when i was sec1 i thought being an upper sec is cool.
but it ain't alright. it sucks.
the class mates in 08 is fine. the boys are funny.

i guess the problem lies on me. can't get used to the new enviroment.
but im sure that this issue won't affect my studies.
anyway, studies come first , right?

i guess im gna be emo for the next few weeks. yeah, i will.
you'll be seeing me in a emo state. and i will cut my hair , cut my wrist. living in my own world. don't even give a bloody damn of any shit that is happening around me.

HAHAHAHHA ! im just joking. IT WILL NEVER EVER HAPPENED TO ME ! & im super sure of it man.

> i will not disfigure my beautiful wrist beacuse is digusting and sicking.
> i will not cut my hair because is still short & im starting to love my hair.
> i will not live in my own world beacause is stupid.
> i will give a big bloody damn of any shit that is happening around me beacause i care.

i need time. yeah. i just need it.
i just hope everything will be back to normal like my sec2 days.
alright. this is call life. it's reality , pamela kwong.face it dear.

i don't feel like blogging anymore.
i have no mood to continue to blog for today's entries.

signing off right now.

& ' things are meant to be in my ways '